Thursday, March 18, 2010

INI AKUH..!!!

plzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...
jgn ubah diri ak jd cm ak yg dlu..
jd ak yg xpk psl owg len...
kejam..
xde prasaan...
nyh ak da ckup b'ubah da...
klu ak xb'ubah ak xkn g wt confession kt mmbe ak yg ak m'ngate dye...
so...
keep thinking..
klu kowg ase ak tol, alhmdulillah kowg mmg phm situasi...
klu kowg ase ak slh kowg still lom phm, n hope kowg keep searching n thinking..
k, tanx 4 everything...

the thruth...

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...
pnjang ak ngeluh arini...
bkn pe...
ak pk bnyk sgt...
mmbe...
mmbe...
mmbe...
npe la owg xnk trime bnde yg da t'nyata..???
npe owg xnk open minded..???
npe klu pk, juz pk juz one thing..???
n[e xnk pk m'nyeluruh..???
jgn tgk owg pd luaran jek...
klu owg 2 nmpk bek...
lyn kte bek...
xsmstinye aty dye bek an...
ak ade knlsowg mmbe cmni...
nmpk cm dak bek...
bek sgt cm xde cacat cela dye..
tp ble ak da tawu ak keep thinking...
ak pk kt ne yg ak slp...
at last ak dpt...
nmpk jek dye bek tp dye hipokrit...
talam 2 muke...
mmg awl2 ak cye ckp dye...
dye ngn mmbe2 dye yg len..
ak cye dowg ckp psl mmbe ak yg sowg g nyh...
ak pn pe g, mcm2 ak ckp...
tp smpai 1 mse ak tb2 t'pk...
ak t'pk npe dog ckp cm2 n npe ak pn ckp c2...
sdgkn ak xla knl sgt ngn mmbe yg ak m'ngate 2...
pas2 ak dpt ase cm ade owg pijak ak dr blakang...
ak dpt detect pn awl2 sem nyh g...
ak tgk pn da tawu...
yup, mmg tol pn ade owg wt cm2...
so, start from dat la ak keep searching n thinking...
kuatkn gak aty ak nyh...
so, ak g kt mbe yg ak m'ngate td...
ak wt confession yg ak ade ckp mcm2 psl dye...
pas2 ak tnye dye tol ke pe yg salme nyh ak m'ngate dye...
then ak da pat jwpn...
ak ase 2 la jln t'baek sbb ak da tnye tuan pnye badan..
ag pn ak da ngaku slp ak kt dye..
mle2 ak tkot gak dye xpat accept, tp alhmdulillah dye ley accept...
ak pn ok ngn dye...
tp mslh skunk mmbe2 ak yg sm2 m'ngate ngn ak 2 xtawu ak da gtawu slp ak kt mmbe yg ktowg m'ngate 2...
so, skunk ak yg d'prsalahkn...
pas2 ade sowg mmbe byh soh ak ubah dri ak...
ak bkn xnk cte kt dye pe sume yg buat dowg slh phm...
ak tawu dye xkn cye...
sbb dowg juz cye ckp mmbe ak yg hipokrit n talam 2 muke 2 jek...
ye la...
dye dak bek..
ak nyh x...
ak xperfect....
ak salu wt silap...
tp ak da biase ase ble owg xske even pe yg ak wt 2 tol...
dowg yg xnk trime n xnk pk leklok...
hmm...

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

K.A.W.A.N

hmmm...
lets talk about friend back...
as i told u b4 an, kwn nyh mcm2 prangai an...
JGN JD KAWAN YG HIPOKRIT..!!!
ak plg benci kawan yg hipokrit n kawan makan kawan...
hmmm.......